17 March 2020 : Covid-19 Flatten the Fecking Curve

I didn't sleep, my baby wasn't going anywhere to self isolate other than her room. We had a facetime call to put in strict guidelines, she is very independent and likes to do her own cooking however the kitchen was now out of bounds, she has her own bathroom......the smell of disinfectant and bleach and my poor poor hands, red raw but it makes me feel better and keeps the anxiety at bay. She has to wear a scarf around her mouth and nose (still not showing any symptoms other than the cough) and if she does cough she has instructions to issue a 23-19 with exact co-ordinates. We are all now self isolating, we are all working from home. Can you imagine the stress on the wifi. I phoned by ISP and they said well there is 23 devices connected, WT utter F.....firesticks, iphones, laptops, alexas.....come on guys.....

Boris announced we were heading for a peak and we needed to do more to flatten the fecking curve. I am doing all that I can I just get frustrated when the rest of the country continue to go out and about as if they are invincible, are they not scared.....I bloody well am.

My very bestest friend is invincible.....I am begging her to stay home. Another of my kids thinks they are invincible and is now self isolating at a friends house as a precaution. All fine, we do facetime and family gatherings via phone. Many tears but we are adjusting day by day.

My mental well-being is failing....my body is responding...my temp normally at 35.6 is raising to 37.3....I was panicking, what did they say was a fever.....freaking out again. My daughter in self isolation phoned me to tell me that as the day goes on your body temperature increases and as long as it doesn't go above 38 I will be fine....well that is easy for her to say she is another invincible.....it did make me feel better though. I was hot and bothered basically (but still in the back of my mind...is it there......) so taking honey lemon and hot water, drinking green tea, taking Vitamin D.......

Oh and St Patricks Day was cancelled....WT fecking F.......