31 March 2020 : Covid-19 Green Shoots!

I am absolutely heartbroken today. I heard on the news that a 13 year old with no underlying health conditions passed away due to this deadly virus. I want to go to the corner and weep, however my family needs me and I have to carry on. How can we just carry on. A mother has lost her son. Terrifying...

The government briefing today talked about the slowing down of people infected with the virus. How do they know if they are not testing, not even front line health care workers. They said a small positive slowing of the rate of infection where little green shoots.....green shoots.

My daughter's boyfriend needs to go to London to his flat to pick up his stuff as he has to move out by April 15......I am freaking out I haven't spent the last two weeks keeping us all safe to allow this to happen......what if he brings it back with him......need to do lots of mitigation to make sure this doesn't happen.

Tired today, going to sleep early..............want to sleep through the next six months and wake up when it is all over.............I feel loss so deeply, even though it is not my own personal loss.

I have prayed every night as I did as a child for the Lord to take this away.........